soon we'll be here...

i felt so much better yesterday evening and today. i feel at peace about everything, and i know it's due to all your prayers. so thank you, i really appreciate it.


now onto some pictures from may....

darcy took me to the keg for my 21st birthday
and then to tim's for a coffee and birthday 'cake'
(he couldn't find a candle, so he just used a match,
but it blew out just before the picture!)

i started making cards, these were for mother's day

sizzling wok, 1 week prior to the incident...
darcy said that he'd make up for our bad
anniversary dinner. it turns out it was a
really bad day at school too, he's always so thoughtful!

this picture is dedicated to kara, it is a rare occasion
that i get starbucks. but am treated. what a doll.
(if i was on the ball i would have turned the logo
to the camera! oops!)

hailey's 'trick' raena taught her!

i got to spend all afternoon outside with the girls a while ago. it was wonderful! am came to pick me up from the city and i watched the girls while she worked downstairs. j was sleeping for a good chunk of the afternoon so she missed out on pictures. i always have such a good time with the girls, never a dull moment! i am so blessed to have 3 wonderful nieces who love to be cuddled and give cuddles!

tears.

first off those of you who know me well, know that i am not one to share my feelings easily, so this is a big step for me!

i wish that i could be posting something happier since i have not blogged in ages, but the truth is i am sad. stressed. overwhelmed. burnt out. these last few weeks at school have been the hardest for me yet. the stress of exams is hitting me hard and i just want it to be done. i know its only a few short weeks until i am done but those weeks include endless studying 4 exams in 5 days and 6 exams overall, evening clinic and trying to get my 100 hours done (i am at 92), not to mention darcy being away a lot due to farming. i have shed many tears over the last couple of day, but thankfully darcy has been around most evening to calm me. if you think about me from now until the 23rd you could gladly send up a prayer on my behalf. i would really appreciate it (and i'm sure darcy would too!) i am trying to take it one day at a time and just finish strong but it's so hard to be motivated to study. luckily i have done well in all my courses so far and if i do worse on these last exams i should still be ok but it's still stressful.